Certainty

I am a person with no determination. I don't like to make decision. I need to seek advice before I make decision. I am not a good adviser and motivator too. But I always is a good listener. 

I try to changed. Try to face diverging road and make my own decision which way I should go. From a low confident person become a brave lady to give a 3 minutes speech in a unofficial event. Try to greet or give a smile to a stranger when I passed by them. Take the difficulties with a opened heart instead of giving too much stress to myself. 

I'm glad that you had nominated me. Thanks for the certainty. All of you are such a great person with full of positive energy. Willing to help me to develop to a better person. However, I am not ready yet. Not ready to accept the awards. Sorry. 

Glad to meet you all. Best wishes to all of you and keep in touch.

First time

First time being the majlis pengerusi…although in a unformal event

First time giving a short speech to more than 80 people…although most of them are primary students

First time using waze apps to drive back home from a place never been before…although the driver is not me

All the first time meant a lot to me J

Passion

Today is my friend piano exam. Yesterday she told us that she was nervous and afraid that she will make silly mistakes. She needed our advices to calm down herself.

One of my friend advised her that "just do what you can to make the judge amazed. They want to see your passion, not only technique. So give all the passion you have on piano and think of what makes you stay by piano until now."This really motivated my friend and me too.

Think of the passion that motivate us to strive until now. Then we will not give up easily. What makes us stay until now, is the passion we have in ourself...but sometimes we just lost the passion when difficulties came. Now i just need to find back my passion :)

Shine shine shine...shine my way