Before new semester start

Tomorrow a new journey is going to start.
I'm now at the starting point,
Waiting for the sound for the gunshot.
Mentally and physically prepared.
Keep on telling myself:
Don't give up half way,
Stay strong, 
Enjoy the journey
And fight until the end.
On your mark, get set, go...

Have a wonderful semester :)

Certainty

I am a person with no determination. I don't like to make decision. I need to seek advice before I make decision. I am not a good adviser and motivator too. But I always is a good listener. 

I try to changed. Try to face diverging road and make my own decision which way I should go. From a low confident person become a brave lady to give a 3 minutes speech in a unofficial event. Try to greet or give a smile to a stranger when I passed by them. Take the difficulties with a opened heart instead of giving too much stress to myself. 

I'm glad that you had nominated me. Thanks for the certainty. All of you are such a great person with full of positive energy. Willing to help me to develop to a better person. However, I am not ready yet. Not ready to accept the awards. Sorry. 

Glad to meet you all. Best wishes to all of you and keep in touch.

First time

First time being the majlis pengerusi…although in a unformal event

First time giving a short speech to more than 80 people…although most of them are primary students

First time using waze apps to drive back home from a place never been before…although the driver is not me

All the first time meant a lot to me J

Passion

Today is my friend piano exam. Yesterday she told us that she was nervous and afraid that she will make silly mistakes. She needed our advices to calm down herself.

One of my friend advised her that "just do what you can to make the judge amazed. They want to see your passion, not only technique. So give all the passion you have on piano and think of what makes you stay by piano until now."This really motivated my friend and me too.

Think of the passion that motivate us to strive until now. Then we will not give up easily. What makes us stay until now, is the passion we have in ourself...but sometimes we just lost the passion when difficulties came. Now i just need to find back my passion :)

Shine shine shine...shine my way

First Time Experience

On the 28th of July(Hari Raya)

Today, we went to Bentong to visit my relative. My relative own a mangosteen orchard and we got a chance to pluck the fruits in a orchard. It is a fun and tiring experiences: chased by a group of mosquitoes,collecting the mangosteens from one tree to another...

Having a big smile with the langsat...cheeesee~

Having a delicious dinner at this wonderful place & enjoying the night walk...

A good place to go with a big family like us :) 

Group photo before we say "Jumpa Lagi" 

 Really spending a quality time with family...looking forward the next trip...Thank you~
Cherish and thanksgiving every moment with my family

  

Grateful & blessed

when I asked for help you always say 'yes'
when I felt sad, you always give your warmest hug to me
when I felt depress, you always encourage me & provide moral support
I felt sorry to trouble you
But you never grumble
What you always say is "The best thing to make me happy is you are happy"

I feel blessed to have you...
always by my side...
You're my angle...
And I love you always & forever...

Mom, I wishes you're beside me at this moment...
I wishes to hug you tightly...
And say 'I love you, mom & thanks for everything'

How long you didn't said I love you to your mom?

Although I always mentioned these magic words to her before our phone conversation end...But saying face to face seem...

Gonna do this when I see her this weekends...hahaha....can't wait...

16th May 2014

Today is the last day we visit the school for our social engagement.

Feelings satisfy and happy with my group-mates...well done!

Thank you to the school who always welling to help us during our project...thank you to my coordinator who work so hard with us...thank you, group-mates...

Ignore

There is a girl, she did so much to the group. She managed everything by herself. She impressed me. I want to thank her for doing such a great job for our group.

However, sometime i just feel like she is evading me. I called her, she didn't pick up the phone. Message her, no replied. Knock her room door, no one answer. Is your phone out of credit? Are you tired? Are you loaded with assignments? Are you purposely evade me, so that you can take no responsibility on the job? Are you scared that I want to meet you is to give you load? Please, I just need someone that can give me opinion on our project...provide me information...support me...need someone to discuss with...

Now I feel that you are pushing all the responsibility to me...let me handle all the things by myself...but everything when we finished a visit, you will always thanks me! Still remember when we do the tasks together, you mentioned that " wen tyng, feel free to come to me if you feel stress". But what u did to me
now? Sad T.T

Planting Day

25/04/2014(Friday) 

Today, we have to teach the students to plant the herbal plants, rosemary, Stevia, mint and hempedu bumi. Besides that, we bought a pot of rose and violet.  Before I go to the school, I do some findings on Stevia, this plant is for diabetes to replace the intake of sugar. I tried the leaf, it tastes sweet. I have learn something new from this project. During the planting session, I asked one of the student whether he did gardening before? I felt surprised that his answer is "no" because he stay at apartment, so it is inconvenience for his family to do planting. He replied me that he found gardening is fun but he preferred to has activities that can play around. For me, I love gardening but I seldom have time to do it when I started my degree in UM. After we done our planting, I really felt satisfy although was tiring. I am looking forward the next visit to see our plants and educate the uses of these herbal plants to the schoolchildren. 

27 march 2014

21st March, created a birthday surprise event two my two friends...felt satisfy...

26th March, went to support Feseni event for tarian Cina & tarian India...crowded with supporter...Excited & happy!

27th March, liked a Facebook page (Positive Outlooks)...lets think positively when faced difficulties, religious, family & friends are always be there to guide & support us! :)

09 March 2014

I have created a blog.

Starting to share my personal feelings & life experiences through blog...feel happy & excited...